Tuesday, November 24, 2020

Every Right to Fear

    I have sat on the sidelines of 2020. I have watched as people have panicked as a result of covid. Government shutting down countries; forcing people into their homes; shutting down stores, restaurants, and schools; encouraging people to report on their neighbors and the list goes on. All of these to varying levels depending on the country (and for the States and Canada, province or state) that you live in. And above all that you have the media's constant hum of swirling uncertainty and "the world's ending attitude." 
    But as it is ever when the government is doing anything you have your dissenters, your "righteous" objectors, the push back crowd so to speak. You also have your sheep, your blind followers, the crowd loyalists. These are the parties that formed surrounding the above previous events. One of the simplest ways to separate them would be to say maskers and anti-maskers. That's what the media did with the help of the government and drove a wedge further in-between these groups by saying the anti-maskers didn't care about anybody but themselves. The anti-maskers didn't help their case by attacking the maskers calling them blind and saying that they were letting the government walk in and take their freedom.    
    And those are just some of the events surrounding covid. I haven't even brought up the Biden-Trump election which also helped turn covid and one's attitude towards it into a political movement/statement. I could go into that for pages and pages and pages. But before I get too close to the risk of rambling, I want to call out the common thread for both groups: fear.
    That's right fear. This world is operating on fear. Maskers fear their loss of life or health that could result from covid. Anti-maskers fear their loss of freedom from government take over. Both calling each other fearmongers. I agree with both parties declaration of each other. They are to my eyes both fearmongering. Both parties are operating out of fear and are spreading it. And as I look at the world I can say that they have every right to fear. These times, are times of uncertainty to one's freedom and health. So yes, fear is a totally correct response for the world. Why? Let me tell you.
    As you look through history you'll see that the song of 2020 is not a new one. The song has been going on within the world since Creation. Falling and rising in different pitches and levels of noise. Ever in the 21st century, this postmodern-era, its notes can be heard often above the rest. And in the year 2020 it can be heard most in the form of fear. What is the song's title? Unbelief in God. This is why the unbelieving world has every right to fear. Why do the maskers fear for their life? Well, being spiritually dead, they cling to their physical lives ever desperate to preserve them. Why do the anti-maskers fear for their freedom? Being in bondage and slavery to sin they cling to their physical "freedom" to do whatever, whenever they want, and those things are truly all they have on this earth. Both parties have no hope outside of themselves as they continually deny the Triune God: Father, Son, and Spirit.
     Man, ever in desire for control over his own life, denies Jesus as Lord. And when something shakes the "control" that they have over their own lives, they respond in fear. Because perhaps they don't actually have control and they have denied the God who does. This is why they have the right to fear. They are currently in denial of Jesus' offer of Salvation, which is there being offered freely, if they only but submit to Him. With no acceptance, the things they desperately cling to are truly all they have. 
    Now Praise God, for His desire is that the world should turn to Him! That they would find the life and freedom that are within Him! The hope, peace, love, and joy that go beyond all circumstance, that are only found in Him, and are offered if they but repent and believe in Him!
    Now church, to you I do address. For where do you find yourselves these days? Have you fallen into the fear of the world around you? Do you find yourself in one of the groups? I am not condemning you for that. I am not immune to fear and face the struggle against it daily; nor will I condemn you for anything else. That is a work of satan. But when you put on a mask or don't put on a mask or gather for worship online or in person, why do you do that? What is the reason behind your action? Think hard and be honest with yourself. Do not think yourself above fear. As followers of Christ we need not fear. The Bible says in John 4:17-18. 

"Love has been perfected among us in this: that we may have boldness in the day of judgement; because as He is, so are we in this world. There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love."

    Again and again throughout scripture the words, "Do not be afraid." are said. They are so often spoken with the promise of God's presence with us and care for us (go look it up it's super encouraging). He holds us in His hands still today. He is still with us and caring for us. Now closer than ever. Let us rest and trust in Him. 
    This is my prayer for us; that in our resting and trusting, we spread the hope of Christ in love to the world with our actions and faith in God during this time. The world is shaking. People are living in uncertainty without hope. Whereas, we have both certainty and hope, and so much more to offer in the person of Jesus Christ. Do not be afraid to share Him with the world that is in need of Him. 
    And as always all glory to the One to whom set us free from fear through the sacrifice of His Son and by the outpouring of the Holy Spirit. Amen and Amen

Wednesday, August 5, 2020

The Dance


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I stood on the sand
Fine and soft beneath my feet
Entranced with beauty
As she herself was entranced with the rolling waves
Each roll and swell matching her inhaling and exhaling.
She was caught in a dance with the sea
And I with her beauty
No feeling of romance associated with  this enrapture
But rather the beauty of elegant innocence 
The grace of peaceful joy
Something unweathered by time and scars
The indescribable love of a youthful heart
That when seen creates a desire to join in 
But the dance so elusive one knows that he cannot join without an invitation.

And though she left, I could swear as I stood there; that she was there long after the sun fell to rest in the water.

Tuesday, July 28, 2020

The Sacrifice

Trapped in a cage 
a box 
so tightly enclosed 
my own breath 
harsh and hot against my own face 
sticky 
I squirm and twist 
trying to squeeze my own way out 
I breath through my mouth 
so I don't smell the stench of myself 
my own death 
But I can taste it 
taste it on my tongue 
that is thick and parched 
slimed 
I begin to scream and yell 
curse and rage 
fight 
attempt drown out my own voice in my head 
thrash against these walls that hold me 
I would do anything to escape ' 
anything 
I would destroy 
kill 
murder 
before I fully comprehend 
a knife is in my hand 
and before me is brought a lamb. 
A voice says 
kill 
eat 
and be free 
No second thought I pierce it's side 
I tear its flesh 
until it falls 
lifeless 
Body in hand I devour 
Blood to lips I drink so deep 
the voice whispers you are free 
But meat once sweet turns sour 
and blood to bitterest taste 
Tears begin to fall like scales from my eyes 
I see the lamb's white wool 
in contrast to these walls. 
What have I done 
I destroyed the only beauty before I knew it 
In these walls I deserved to be 
I myself am guilty 

And behold 
the Lamb rose 
He turned to me and said 
one word 
innocent 
and his blood he placed. 
placed upon me 
beckoned me to follow 
and follow I did 
we passed through the walls 
to the wedding feast 
and great rejoicing was there 
I looked outside the feast and saw 
others inside their own walls 
each with their knives and Lamb 
and much the same for them as me 
inside those walls they will be 
as long as self-innocence is declared 
they will be guilty 
but he who cries 
guilty! 
shall be declared innocent 
and set free 
and he whom the Son sets free is free indeed!